i know 
that when you look at me
there's so much
that you just don't see
but if
you would only take the time
i know in my heart you'd find
oh, a girl who's scared sometimes 
who isn't always strong.
can't you feel the hurt in me?
i feel so all alone
i wanna run to you
i wanna run to you
won't you hold me in your arms 
and keep me safe from harm
i wanna run to me
but if i come to you
tell me will you stay
or will you
run away

each day, each day i play the role
of someone 
always in control 
but at night
i come home and turn the key
there's nobody there
no one cares for me
oh what's the sense
of trying hard to find your dreams
without someone to share it with
tell me what does it mean


i need you here
i need you here to wipe away my tears
to kiss away my fears
if you only knew how much i wanna run to you


why must i love the boys that live far away. seriously what does that mean? i want him to love me...
we'll see...

in my life (les mis obsessed)

in my life, she has burst like the music of angels, the light of the sun...

thanks to you i'm at one with the gods and heaven is near

and i soar through a world that is new, that is free-

every word that he says is a dagger in me

    in my life, there's been no one like him anywhere, anywhere where he is

if he asked I'd be his

a heart full of love...

....he was never mine to lose

why regret what could not be?

these are words he'll never say

not to me, not to me, not for me...

I guess not much has changed yall. :] But seriously, I think sad songs are so much more beautiful than happy songs. 

and I feel like this a lot but to a lesser degree.

I like his boy and my best friend likes him too. (Why does that happen to me every day of my life??)