"chasing pavements"

Sometimes - almost every time - I walk to work, I listen to Romeo (my ipod). 
Sometimes Romeo croons to me things that are truly applicable.
I like this boy. He's the one the last 2 posts are about.
Clearly, things are not going perfectly.


If I tell the world I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you; and that's exactly what I need to do 
If I'd end up with you


Oh, should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even  if it leads no where?
Or would it be a waste, even if I knew my place? Should I leave it there?
Should I give up? Or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads no where?


That's what I wonder. 


I'm super good at the whole longevity of affection thing. Just ask years 2001-2007/8. They are well acquainted with "chasing pavements". 


It was a waste then. I don't know if it is now. 

simon

catch your breath, hit the wall
scream out loud as you start to crawl
back in your cage the only place 
where they will leave you alone


cause the weak will seek the weaker til they've broken them
could you get it back again?
would it be the same?
fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
left you with no defense
they tore it down


and i have felt the same
as you i've felt the same
as you i've felt the same


locked inside
the only place
where you feel sheltered
where you feel safe
you lost yourself 
in your search to find
something else to hide behind


cause the fearful always played upon your confidence
didn't they see the consequence?
they pushed you around
the arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
breaking them down it becomes just another crown


and i have felt the same
as you i've felt the same
as you i've felt the same
as you i've felt the same


refuse to feel
anything at all
refuse to slip
refuse to fall
can't be weak
can't stand still
watch your back
cause no one will


you don't know why they had to go this far
traded your worth for these scars
for your only company
dont' believe the lies that they ahve told to you
yeah not one word was true
you're alright, you're alright, you're alright


and i have felt the same
as you i've felt the same
as you i've felt the same
as you i've felt the same.

hi. welcome. i am being tad bit dramatic tonight, but i'm sad. cause this happens. time and time again. and it hurts every time. the fact that i've felt it dozens of times before doesn't make it suck any less.

maybe. someday. maybe.
but right now, i'm being honest - and not dramatic - it doesn't feel like it will. night.

post-it note magic

It won't be long, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Til I belong to you.


Cross your fingers for me. My post it note is going up now and I am nervous-excited. :]